Tears streamed like rain,
A crushing feeling is digging within,
I can't handle this pain,


Was it confusion?
Or fear of realization?
When I finally made my confession,
You turn it down,
Without any hesitation.

You were the one, who would listen,
You never made me feel threaten,

I share you my stories that no one or only few knew,
I told you things not wanting any advice,

But the further I go;
I skidded to the place I didn't want,

My place I found in you,
Is slowly dissolving,

Inside I'm broken.
My disappointments are ranging,

You questioned my loyalty and trust,
That left a bruise in my heart,

I contemplated to move on,
But I stayed wishing I could reconnect the missing links,

Repair the things that lurked in the dark,
Fix the road and its jagged tracks.

Your the glory that I can't attain,
Misleading roads took us to different endings,
I can't admit- I was aching,

I watch your steps faltering,
I can't do anything until you caved in,

The fruit of infatuations and obsessions,
Have broken my hearts and theirs,
I don't want me nor you to end this way,

I want you - but its not time and should remain hidden,
Your not ready- even if I am,
You will have to grow from reality not fantasy,
Later,we will know that we were meant to be.