Tingling in my spine awoke me as I raised myself slowly,

A reminiscent of the thoughts that stirred my mind last night.

Another day offered endlessly should I be weary or be happy?

My heart drenched with sadness,
My eyes soaked with tears,
My head your name is yelling,
My lips can't speak my yearnings.

My fantasies my only solace from reality.
Self control I sometimes can't bear,
Whenever I look at you,
I always wish you know i was never over you.

Reality struck its cord many times,
In my sleep and my waking hours,
I can't have you,
Not in this lifetime i don't think,

Would you agree that its an impossibility?
Or would you encourage me to be free?

I am wide awake when everyone is resting;
The stillness of the night breaks my thoughts of you.
Your silence and numbness I wish would caved in,

I'm losing myself in your wrath of hate and revenge,
I must let you go though it tore me apart,

You've crushed my heart to pieces,
I have to set free from the misery.