Your shimmering skin feast my eyes,
The soft lines that curves your face,
The healthy glow of your hair,
Draws me on my knees.

Your actions towards humanity,
Your love towards others,
Got me smitten and tell you,
Your so amazing.

Crisp cool breeze meet my half awake state,
My gazes towards you were sticky like gel.
I'm stoic at the present of your wonders,
Your so beautiful that you make me fall on my knees,
Every time you brushed your face against mine,
And swiftly plant a kiss me on my cheeks, I am lost.
You make it easy for me to fall hard on you.

The hardest part of letting go and moving on,
Is dying with the past in order to start anew,

Thank you for being part of my past,
I shall no longer relived them anymore,

Just like it never existed,
Just as you want it to be,

You will be nothing,
Not a feeble in my memory.

Tears streamed like rain,
A crushing feeling is digging within,
I can't handle this pain,


Was it confusion?
Or fear of realization?
When I finally made my confession,
You turn it down,
Without any hesitation.

You were the one, who would listen,
You never made me feel threaten,

I share you my stories that no one or only few knew,
I told you things not wanting any advice,

But the further I go;
I skidded to the place I didn't want,

My place I found in you,
Is slowly dissolving,

Inside I'm broken.
My disappointments are ranging,

You questioned my loyalty and trust,
That left a bruise in my heart,

I contemplated to move on,
But I stayed wishing I could reconnect the missing links,

Repair the things that lurked in the dark,
Fix the road and its jagged tracks.

Your the glory that I can't attain,
Misleading roads took us to different endings,
I can't admit- I was aching,

I watch your steps faltering,
I can't do anything until you caved in,

The fruit of infatuations and obsessions,
Have broken my hearts and theirs,
I don't want me nor you to end this way,

I want you - but its not time and should remain hidden,
Your not ready- even if I am,
You will have to grow from reality not fantasy,
Later,we will know that we were meant to be.

Nurture and love defines this relation.
We can't erase this connection.

Don't ignore and leave me when your happy,
I might hide and run-away,

My shredded heart will carry,
Rants and numbness created by one or too many.

Your ocean blue eyes wasn't the lure
Nor your cute killer smile,
Or the eloquence of your presence,
You bring forth the sound when its quiet,
Bringing energy when its placid and still,
When things are deemed and candle lit,
Harmony sweeps the chaos,
My spirits flame despite its cynicism,
Brevity of my journey is now easy.

You are the kiss that never happened,
You are my reverie that I keep within,

You are the dream that disturbs my silent evenings,
The canvas that I want to contain in my painting,

You're the sweet distraction of my sanity,
The picture of my life's interlude.

Tingling in my spine awoke me as I raised myself slowly,

A reminiscent of the thoughts that stirred my mind last night.

Another day offered endlessly should I be weary or be happy?

My heart drenched with sadness,
My eyes soaked with tears,
My head your name is yelling,
My lips can't speak my yearnings.

My fantasies my only solace from reality.
Self control I sometimes can't bear,
Whenever I look at you,
I always wish you know i was never over you.

Reality struck its cord many times,
In my sleep and my waking hours,
I can't have you,
Not in this lifetime i don't think,

Would you agree that its an impossibility?
Or would you encourage me to be free?