This is my journal, the story of my human existence. The appetite to write things and somehow ponder them as it comes out is a time well spent.
Friday, September 28, 2007
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Crisp cool breeze meet my half awake state,
My gazes towards you were sticky like gel.
I'm stoic at the present of your wonders,
Your so beautiful that you make me fall on my knees,
Every time you brushed your face against mine,
And swiftly plant a kiss me on my cheeks, I am lost.
You make it easy for me to fall hard on you.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Thursday, July 05, 2007
You were the one, who would listen,
You never made me feel threaten,
I share you my stories that no one or only few knew,
I told you things not wanting any advice,
But the further I go;
I skidded to the place I didn't want,
My place I found in you,
Is slowly dissolving,
Inside I'm broken.
My disappointments are ranging,
You questioned my loyalty and trust,
That left a bruise in my heart,
I contemplated to move on,
But I stayed wishing I could reconnect the missing links,
Repair the things that lurked in the dark,
Fix the road and its jagged tracks.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Your the glory that I can't attain,
Misleading roads took us to different endings,
I can't admit- I was aching,
I watch your steps faltering,
I can't do anything until you caved in,
The fruit of infatuations and obsessions,
Have broken my hearts and theirs,
I don't want me nor you to end this way,
I want you - but its not time and should remain hidden,
Your not ready- even if I am,
You will have to grow from reality not fantasy,
Later,we will know that we were meant to be.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Saturday, June 09, 2007
Your ocean blue eyes wasn't the lure
Nor your cute killer smile,
Or the eloquence of your presence,
You bring forth the sound when its quiet,
Bringing energy when its placid and still,
When things are deemed and candle lit,
Harmony sweeps the chaos,
My spirits flame despite its cynicism,
Brevity of my journey is now easy.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
My heart drenched with sadness,
My eyes soaked with tears,
My head your name is yelling,
My lips can't speak my yearnings.
My fantasies my only solace from reality.
Self control I sometimes can't bear,
Whenever I look at you,
I always wish you know i was never over you.
Reality struck its cord many times,
In my sleep and my waking hours,
I can't have you,
Not in this lifetime i don't think,
Would you agree that its an impossibility?
Or would you encourage me to be free?
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)