There's a feeling of solemnity that I never had for months.

Is it because I finally understood?

Is it because I have given up the fight?

Or is it simply because I have accepted the truths?

The fear of losing you killed the existence of my thoughts.

The intricate web of jealousy,

Undeniably foolish I may say.

Not anymore I have gain the confidence to walk away

and renew myself again.

I’m lost lost lost Feeling smudge & drown of this chaos.

I want to free myself from this upheaval.

I want solitude if only for a moment,

I need the touch of stillness Flowers, green grass of May,

I must stop and smell.

This side of me I must heal and keep Away,

from everything my kingdom of sanity,

Being one creates my senses.